Me, Myself and I
I find it odd that in my life I have not been able to truly hate or love anyone in the traditional sense. There are three at both ends of the spectrum, but more or less, I don’t really feel that love or hatred. Just a strong like and dislike. I suppose that’s good, but it is a bit misleading….
Everyone else is somewhere in the middle, and some people are just ignored entirely. I guess it’s a decently neutral way to live and experience connections with others. Still, it does not quite seem normal. Oh well.
March 1st, 2012
Well it’s been a long year. I’ve played the game in such a half-assed manner that the stupid people thought I was serious. And subsequently think I’m lying when I explained that they are barely as evloved as amoebas. I wish dumb people would just accept the truth. It would make life so much easier. Then again, it is entertaining to see them in denial.
I submitted my application for Graduate School. Here’s to hoping Dad’s faith in me was not misplaced. Everyone else thinks I cannot do it, but I want to prove them wrong. I hope this summer goes well, it seems my work may lay off some employees, especially the students. I guess my job hunting just got more serious.
Overall, I think my new goal for the year, other than to graduate, find a job, get into grad school and be happy…is to be less of a b*tch to acquanintances and more open with friends and family. And let the dumb people know that just because they’ve called me friend doesn’t mean I think of them as friends.
Wow
Holy crap!
I took the GRE, and didn’t fail…completely. This has been a particularly stressful week. Here’s to hoping it gets better.
Yep, no wasting time on love.
Through boredom and Pinterest I have found a plethora of sayings and such, which I believe accurately reflect my personality and life. Enjoy. :D