Blue's Shades of Grey
Me, Myself and I

I find it odd that in my life I have not been able to truly hate or love anyone in the traditional sense. There are three at both ends of the spectrum, but more or less, I don’t really feel that love or hatred. Just a strong like and dislike. I suppose that’s good, but it is a bit misleading….

Everyone else is somewhere in the middle, and some people are just ignored entirely. I guess it’s a decently neutral way to live and experience connections with others. Still, it does not quite seem normal. Oh well.

March 1st, 2012

Well it’s been a long year. I’ve played the game in such a half-assed manner that the stupid people thought I was serious. And subsequently think I’m lying when I explained that they are barely as evloved as amoebas. I wish dumb people would just accept the truth. It would make life so much easier. Then again, it is entertaining to see them in denial.

I submitted my application for Graduate School. Here’s to hoping Dad’s faith in me was not misplaced. Everyone else thinks I cannot do it, but I want to prove them wrong. I hope this summer goes well, it seems my work may lay off some employees, especially the students. I guess my job hunting just got more serious.

Overall, I think my new goal for the year, other than to graduate, find a job, get into grad school and be happy…is to be less of a b*tch to acquanintances and more open with friends and family. And let the dumb people know that just because they’ve called me friend doesn’t mean I think of them as friends.

Wow

Holy crap! 

I took the GRE, and didn’t fail…completely. This has been a particularly stressful week. Here’s to hoping it gets better. 

Very true. 

Very true. 

Yeah, we do that too. 

Yeah, we do that too. 

Yep, no wasting time on love. 

Yep, no wasting time on love. 

Yep, totally true. 

Yep, totally true. 

Truth. 

Truth. 

Through boredom and Pinterest I have found a plethora of sayings and such, which I believe accurately reflect my personality and life. Enjoy. :D